I have a friend

I have a friend who name is bear2.she is so sweet.she is the best friend ever i had.since i was a teenager and until now she never forget me as a friend.she do care bout me.she always listen 2 me.and always be my strength.she is a true friend i had in my life.because we go through thick and thin together.but unfortunately me and she now were further away.we manage 2 see each other,once out of 3 month.but it is ok.because she stil there 4 me.now i've noticed,why it is so hard 2 find someone like bear2..is that i am so dificult 2 undrstnd?or im so dificult 2 undrstnd the others?now at here i've lot of friends.but not a best friend i've found.they just my close friend..but they stil my friend.now i've wonderd,what is true friend looks like?or act like? Am i all alone?or it is true dat only bear2 is my true,honest and best friend ever?